If you're having a rough time

    Thinking and talking is pretty much an easy job to do, i do it all the time. Actually doing is hard. Being a childish guy in his early 20s sometimes i feel like i'm going through a life crisis ... not even old enough to say mid-life, but i guess that's what i get for overthinking things and stressing out too often

      I feel like I am just an everyday guy, being mainstream and everything .. it's still hard. In fact it is rough in any condition,
> If you're at the top, people will expect a lot from you, most would like to see you fail ...
> If you're an under, people don't even appreciate you, people expects you to be swept away and gone
> A midcard like me who constantly trying hard to place myself in the middle, it is not satisfying enough to live not achieve anything in significant, not having any special treats

A short story about a donkey, a father and his son.
   [Travelling far, the three of them walking on a hot day with the sun shining bright. At some point the son told his old man to get on the donkey. Carrying some luggage and an old man on its back, another traveller saw them travelling and said "What an unloving father ! Letting his young son to walk and he himself riding on a donkey". The father get off of the donkey and told his son to ride it.
     Continuing in travel with the son riding the donkey, another traveler saw them after a while. The traveler said that the young son is ungrateful for letting his old man walk whilst he himself  is riding the donkey. And so the son got off. Can you figure out what happened next ? Yes, both the father and son take turns to carry the donkey. Simply enough, the next person that see them would say that they're stupid ]

     Sometimes what you are doing or the choices you made seems pretty bad, but everything is a double edged sword. Everything can be viewed from its 2 sides. I guess i might not have to think what others think, taking a view from a positive side is what i need, need it bad

     If you're having a rough time, you're not gonna be the 1st or last. You're not alone, be patient, we gotta learn to face it you know ... as much like learning how to drive a car, first you start slow, looking ahead left and right trying not to hit into anything. Then one day you crash into something or other people's car, it's gonna be rough .. you'd probably have to pay for damage or insurance, but hey .. that's one of the way we learn things, from mistakes.

    With each problem, each difficulties you've solved, through all that blood sweat and tears .. you know that you're stronger. Growing by the day to become the successful person that you've been longing for. Believe that it'll get better, nothing stays the same forever and so is the hard times in life. You just go, do your best and eventually good things will come.